Post by Brittany Pierce on Jul 7, 2010 19:12:17 GMT -5
Journal ~
I'm back. Alright, so yesterday went way better than planned. Sure, Finn sorta embarrassed me in front of the whole Glee club.... but looking past that, I told Santana. I didn't even know I HAD that much courage....especially on an impulse like that. And surprisingly....she was okay with it!! She actually told me that she liked me too. And not in only a BFF way. So we decided to have a secret relationship...it's been alright so far. I just had to tell Kurt Hummel though. As much as I wanted to keep my not-being-straight-ness to myself, I figured he could probably help me with everything considering he's gay. This whole thing is just so...weird.
On the other hand, I found out why Santana hates Finn. Or doesn't want me "dating" him, to say the least. Every single time I think about it my stomach hurts more–like I just got kicked in the stomach. More than it hurt that time when Santana accidently kicked me in the stomach while doing a toe-touch during Cheerio's practice 5 months ago. She....she took his virginity. I don't get how she could have done this to me. And she didn't even tell me the truth! When I asked her why she didn't like Finn, all she said was "Just...promise me you won't date him, okay?" Ugh. This is too hard. I wish I was a narwhal.
-Brittany
I'm back. Alright, so yesterday went way better than planned. Sure, Finn sorta embarrassed me in front of the whole Glee club.... but looking past that, I told Santana. I didn't even know I HAD that much courage....especially on an impulse like that. And surprisingly....she was okay with it!! She actually told me that she liked me too. And not in only a BFF way. So we decided to have a secret relationship...it's been alright so far. I just had to tell Kurt Hummel though. As much as I wanted to keep my not-being-straight-ness to myself, I figured he could probably help me with everything considering he's gay. This whole thing is just so...weird.
On the other hand, I found out why Santana hates Finn. Or doesn't want me "dating" him, to say the least. Every single time I think about it my stomach hurts more–like I just got kicked in the stomach. More than it hurt that time when Santana accidently kicked me in the stomach while doing a toe-touch during Cheerio's practice 5 months ago. She....she took his virginity. I don't get how she could have done this to me. And she didn't even tell me the truth! When I asked her why she didn't like Finn, all she said was "Just...promise me you won't date him, okay?" Ugh. This is too hard. I wish I was a narwhal.
-Brittany
